6:00AM: Beta Day is here...and I am not sure how I feel about it. It's six in the morning, the lab doesn't open for 30 minutes, and I'm sitting in the parking lot… I'm so nervous now! Part of me is afraid to go in, because at least until I take the test I could be pregnant. If it comes back negative, then I know…and I am not sure I am ready for that...but if I don't go in, I won't know. Hopefully, not knowing will be worse than anything they say. I am praying for God to please answer this prayer for a positive pregnancy test!!
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| Sitting in the car waiting for the lab to open |
6:30AM: I am headed in!! My knees are shaking, and I am scared as hell, but I am going in! Please God, let me be pregnant!!
6:52AM: It's done! I am still scared! But I hope it is a good sign that my wrap is blue!!
The phlebotomist said the results should be to Dr. T by about noon...I hope and pray it is good news!!
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