I am trying not to stress. I am trying not to go nuts. I am trying not to Google. These are hard things. Very hard. Last night, I couldn't help myself and I googled...it is really TMI...but here is it (you have been warned and can look away)...how can you tell if it is implantation cramping or constipation. I had some cramps and needed to poop, but they continued after I went. I think it was a poop issue. I wanted confirmation. I am not sure, but I think I feel better thinking it was poop. I don't want to hang on to every what if and maybe and then be crushed if it isn't.
Today is the day implantation is supposed to be complete. I am hoping and praying my little baby is hanging on tight in there and that I will get good news on Monday. I am trying hard not to go crazy and stay relaxed...so I am listening to my "Affirmations: Post Embryo Transfer" on repeat almost all day at work. I am not sure how crazy I would be if I weren't but I am sure it would be worse.
God- please, I am praying to you with every particle of my being, that this is my time, that my baby is growing in me, and I will deliver a healthy, happy baby in June. AMEN!!
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