We have made it to 6 weeks. I woke up today and felt an intense wave of puke coming on... I wasn't sure if I could keep it down. But I did. I talked myself off the edge and just laid there and let myself come down from the edge. I know I may not always be so lucky, but this morning, I was.
I was brushing my teeth and actually gagged too. I am hoping I won't get to the point I can't brush my teeth because I throw up. That will be gross!
Went to work, and all was good until about 10:30. I almost lost it again then. I ate a few Teddy Grahams and it seemed to help a little. I had lunch at 11:15 and still don't feel great, but do feel a little better. BUT I AM EXHAUSTED! I seriously wanted to lay down on the filthy carpet here at work and take a nap. This is seriously gross carpet- I am pretty sure they only vacuum once a quarter, maybe less...but I was so sleepy, it sounded like a possibly good plan. But since we have glass doors/walls, I was worried someone would see, think I fell/passed out and try to call 911. Wouldn't that be humiliating!! Instead, I am writing here and hoping I can get some energy from down deep!
Wednesday morning is our ultrasound...it is at 11:30. I am going to have to bring some snacks because I am not sure I can wait to have lunch without them. I am hoping to also get a Smallcakes Cupcake...I love them and the last several trips I haven't gotten any, but with good news, I am going to! A celebratory cupcake sounds fabulous!!
We are debating how long to wait to tell more people. I am getting anxious to let it out and I think Jason is too! Hopefully, it won't be too long!!
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